Pissed off now. So god-damn angry now. Why can't she listen to me? WHY? WHY? WHY? What difference does it make by staying overnight just 1 more day? I can't tolerate my mom anymore. I've given her enough respect by not walking out of the house and go ahead with my plans. I've informed her about the chalet, ASKED her PERMISSION! HELLO!!! She should be glad that her daughter is tolerating her screamings, naggings, and biasness against me. I've not taken drugs, not gotten into any crimes or whatsoever. Why doesn't she trust me at all!? Haven't I showned her I'm quite a responsible girl? I give her a call when I'm home late, ask her permission for outings *how many daughters at my age still does that?*

I'm cracking... at the verge of cracking. Never seen a university student asking her mom for permission for outing? Permission on starting a relationship? Permission for almost everything? MEET ME! I'M PROUD TO BE ONE. I've already know how's my future like. Even though I'm 30 years old, I'll still be asking my aged mom for permission for everything, and maybe I'll still be single, a spinster. Ling! You've got company for spinsterhood.

Damn it! I hate my life! She doesn't even treat me like an adult! The apple of her eye will always be my brother. GIMME A BREAK! GIMME MY LIFE! If you gave birth to me just because you wish to control my life, my everything, I rather not live. Thank you very much for EVERYTHING!